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It's been months already since my last post and I just feel so guilty right now because i abandoned my blog for that long period of time (where lots of things happened.)
I am third year now, and up until now I'm still immature. Junior year will be all about the major subjects of my life. And it hard because I hate busy days of doing things and then ask "Ba't ko ba 'to ginagawa?" and then right after that question tell myself "Ay, ginusto ko pala 'to." sigh and then continue with what I'm doing even if it is still not clear to me. It is maybe, because, I'm still that go-with-the-flow, no-direction little girl who's only sure about what she'll going to eat (yah, I'm always making sure that I want what I eat.)
Anyways, I think I'm not pathetic though sometimes I feel like I'm not the same girl who used to be so sure about the thing she'll gonna do. Maybe everything changes: people, situation, feelings, dreams, hopes and a whole lot more.:))
But still, I know I have to deal with it. It's so cliche', right? Hearing people say "everything changes my dear, and the only thing you can do is to accept those changes and then eventually live with it."
But up until now, I'm still not change-proof. My Kuya Niño always say that I'm always contradicting the things that comes natural. I hate rains in school days because I'm all wet, in short, inaaway ko talaga ang ulan kapag nababasa ako. I hate long quizzes because it requires long reviewing but I still review up until mga 3am. Alam mo yun, I hate things but I still live with it because I have no choice. But if I do, you'll never see me wet on a rainy day nor see me taking long quizzes. BUT, I have to because I needed to.
Right now, the feeling inside me that I really hate is the "MISS" feeling. I miss a lot of people who is not with me now. There's nothing I can do but to reminisce.
THE PEOPLE THAT I REALLY REALLY REALLY 100x MISS (so much!)
gheeric lacap.
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Si gheeric ang ipon(hipon) ng buhay namen dahil sa marami silang hipon sa mga hipunan nila. Ayaw nyang magpa-picture, at hindi ko alam kung bakit. We always laugh at him, lalo na pag hindi nya nababanggit ang H o naglalagay sya ng H sa salitang wala namang H dahil isa syang kapampangan (and I love Kapampangans.) Si gheeric ang pinaka- favorite kong guy friend, siguro dahil masyado kong attach sa kanya na kahit in a short period of time nakwento ko na ang buong buhay ko sa kanya and I am comfortable with him everytime. Mahal na mahal ko sya kasi ang pogi pogi nya, lalo na yung tayu- tayo nyang buhok na ang lakas maka- super science wag nga lang daw magsasalita kasi nakakasira talaga. I wish too see him soon kasi miss ko na talaga sya, kahit sinabi nya last Saturday na tumataba ako, okay lang.
I MISS YOU GHEERIC!!!
ate aloha dionisio.
Si ate na super love ko. I always remember her as a very loving, caring and funny sister. Madalas nya kaming i-baby, ang tawag nya samen ay "bhe" at ang favorite nyang expression ay "inay! ewan ko naman sayo dear." Masarap gumawa ng japanese kani salad at ang nagturo saken gumamit ng chopsticks. She is so strong and so clever. And the thing I love most about her is her bangs. I wish she is happy in Cebu now, with her new bebes but we are the originals, right?
I MISS YOU ATE ALOHA!!!
I miss kuya andrew, too!
pero mas ayokong mag-reminisce kasi baka maiyak pa ko. :))
