music and me.

Corny daw if you often relate yourself to songs, especially the emo ones 'pag you feel like cutting yourself (yah, emo nga.) But I must say I was always like that (minus the cutting huh, I am NOT suicidal.) Whenever I hear a song na maganda yung lyrics, kahit pangit yung tunog, hindi ako mapakali.

Last Thursday (walang pasok dahil kay Juaning) I was listening to the radio 99.5rt ata yun. Then they played a song na nagpasikip ng damdamin ko. Here we go again, a song that is just so emotional, ayun it broke my heart then inspired me afterwards. I just felt like it was written for me:

Skyscraper

Skies are crying,
I am watching,
Catching teardrops in my hands.
Only silence, as it's ending,
Like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel
Like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

As the smoke clears,
I awaken,
And untangle you from me.
Would it make you feel better
To watch me, while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken,
But I'm standing on my feet.

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

Go run, run, run.
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear.
Yeah, ohh.
Go run, run, run.
Yeah, it's a long way down,
But I am closer to the clouds,
Up here.

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.

Ohhh

Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.
(Like a skyscraper)
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

syempre, di ko talaga lam meaning ng skyscraper kaya ginoogle ko pa, bobo ko noh?

1. (n.) A name for the one of the fancy sails alleged to have been sometimes set above the skysail.
2. (n.) A skysail of a triangular form.
3. (n.) Hence, anything usually large, high, or excessive.
4. (n.) A very tall building.

sus, bangka lang pala pina-arte pa.

Ayun, insipiring sya, the fact that demi lovato is inspiring too. Tama naman,

"You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper".

Never let anyone make you feel like you're nothing. Rejections are rejections but I'm pretty sure they were never intense enough to break someone else's pure and strong heart. So what if someone rejected you? He/ She is just someone, and someone is just one, you still have everyone, and those everyone are the ones who will never tell you that you are not good nor made you feel just so worthless. Diba nga, "eh ano naman sakin kung di mo ko mahal, atleast ako marunong magmahal, ikaw?"

Kaya mo kong saktan, pero di mo ko kayang patumbahin.

Kaya mong iparamdam sakin na wala akong kwenta pero di ibig sabihin nun na mas magaling ka.

Saktan mo ko, saktan mo lang ako hanggang magsawa ka. Kapag tapos ka ng manakit ng iba, sana may matira pa sayo na kaligayahan.