OK LANG !

I strongly believe that I am not in this world just to be affected by the so called " love virus." I mean I'm too young and I have college entrance exams to deal with. But why am I being affected by the things that I don't want myself to be involved with. I mean I'm not strong( but I'm not weak) just a sense that I will cry when I have to. I do understand if others don't get my point. Just read this:

NOTE: remember my blog entry " trapped" he's still the same guy.

I have been crushing on you since sophomore year.(the dork who broke my achy breaky heart, say what?) you don't know anything about it, fool you face, I know you do!

me and my friends and your other friends who were also my trusted friends hate you because:

on our math class activity, my super duper crazy friend asks you "____, kamusta naman si Ann?"
your reply:" sino yon? di ko kilala yon?"

you asked me for a dance with "right by your side" by freestyle background music on our prom night and a year after you don't know me?huh?

you used to call me with my nickname, a name that only my closest friends used to call me when you still don't know that I like you and after two years you don't know me?

one point in your life, you walked out of the campus with me, coz' remember WE USED TO BE FRIENDS, and you don't know me?

few seconds of your life, you touched my layered hair because you thought I was Mercy " ay si ANN pala to, kala ko si Mercy." and you don't know me?

our eco teacher used to call us JAYANN love team, used to tease you" magugulat ako pag nalaman ko na si __ hinahatid si..." and our classmates would tell " ANN, sa balagtas, sa fortune!" and used to tell that " si ___ panlaban niyo ng MR. JS, ay may Ms. JS na pala" and our classmates will shout " si ANN!" and you don't know me.

- and a lot more stories about the you don't know me thing....

and now, if you don't know me, who cares? do I know you? have we met before? you look familiar?

and I forgot to tell you, when the whole class was baking stuffs last friday, one of your friends who was my friend also approahes me and told me

- Ann, alam mo ba na classmate ko nung elem si ___?
-- oo ( I forgot na di ko pala siya kilala)
- pero may kilala kang ___?
-- parang familiar, ikaw?
- basta ang alam ko may classmate akong ___ nung elem.
PAUSES
- gago yun noh? sinasaktan ka?di ka kilala, dapat sa mga ganun pinapatay eh
-- di ko rin naman siya kilala eh, ok lang.